Kopp Disclosure
(John 3:19-21)
@#$%
While I'm wrong
about many things, I've learned some things over time.
Don't get into
tinkling contests with skunks.
Trying to be
rational with the irrational is illogical.
Those two lessons
have helped when dealing with "Christians" like me who embarrass
Jesus every now and then by being so irascible, irregular, and irreconcilable.
While we
shouldn't blame Jesus for some Christians who need some more Jesus in their
lives, "they" do.
Most people who
say they'd become Christians if it weren't for "Christians" aren't
really serious; just rationalizing their infidelities.
Yet, as Mark
Twain said, "The church is always trying to get other people to
reform. It might not be a bad idea to reform itself a little by way of
example."
And as His heart
ached along with the hearts of His to see the "Christian" attack on
TT, another Twainism comes
to mind: "It takes your enemy and your friend, working together, to hurt you
to the heart;
the one to slander you and the other
to get the news to you."
Sad.
@#$%
My dad is a
mid-octogenarian; and I'm so upset with him because he's so right about so
much.
I think he'd make
a great President.
God knows he
wouldn't/couldn't be any worse than any of 'em currently in the run.
And here's one of
the things from him that's really helped me to incarnate our Lord's
counsel to "shake off the dust" when dealing with the aforementioned:
"If people don't want me around, I don't come around. I don't play
those games."
He's taught a lot
to me about differentiating authenticity from posing.
There's such a
big lie polluting too many churches.
"You can't
tell if someone is a Christian!"
That's a lie
hatched in hell.
Calvinists,
despite their OCD with double predestination, talk about showing the
signs/proof/evidence of salvation.
Lutherans,
despite their OCD with grace apart from obedience, like to quote their
sub-founder: "Good works don't make a person good; but a good person does
good works."
They got it from
Paul (e.g., Galatians 5:6; 16ff.).
They got it from
Jesus (e.g., Matthew 5-7).
Geez.
Where in the hell
did that lie originate.
Oh, yeah, uh,
again,...hell.
@#$%
I can't get those
"Christians" attacking TT out of my mind.
Actually, I can't
get "Christians" out of my mind who think God really cares about who
wins "games" when there's so many more important matters like keeping
posers in "their" churches and joining authentics in His Church.
Yeah, we want the
posers converted to authenticity; but anyone who knows anything about the
parable of the sower (Matthew 13:1-23; 36-43) knows the condition of the soil
has a lot to do with the germination of the seed.
The always
excellent/efficacious Gospel seed doesn't always hit paydirt/hearts.
@#$%
To the next
somewhat related point.
I'm a Giants fan;
and though I thought the Packers were on their way to the second of three
consecutive Super Bowls, I kept thinking about 2008 as the game approached.
But,
confessionally, I am taking little delight in Sunday's
superficial-to-what's-really-important "win" because of
the overwhelming/overarching-to-what's-really-important "loss"
that the Packers experienced in the tragic death of a coach's son just days
before kick-off.
I can't imagine
"playing a game" when someone so close to the "team"
suffered so much.
It showed.
The Packers did
not play like the Packers played all year; except for that aberration with the
Chiefs.
The Packers were
lifeless and listless and didn't look like they were into the, uh, game.
That's because
it's hard to "play a game" when in the midst of something of much
greater consequence.
Yeah, the Giants
advance; but the Packers did not lose.
Their priorities
would not allow them to "play a game" to the best of their athletic
prowess because their hearts were aching so much.
No one can
convince me that the Packers weren't the best team in all of 2011.
Really, I'd have
some real questions about the condition of their hearts if they had
played to the best of their athletic prowess; just as I have growing
concerns about the "Christian" attack on TT for getting caught in
prayer while not being so concerned about...
Well, I wrote
enough about that in previous editions.
@#$%
"Christians"
can be as worldly as anyone else when it comes to shooting their wounded.
That's a big part
of what's happened to TT at "their" infidelity's hand.
That's a big part
of the criticism apart from the reality of what's really important that's being
directed at the Packers for Sunday's dismal, uh, performance.
Yeah, I'm a
Giants fan; but I take no pleasure in Sunday's results.
Yeah, I would
have rooted for the Giants over the Broncos if...; but I'm so bummed out by the
"Christian" attack on TT.
Maybe it's
because I'm sometimes targeted by "Christians" who feel the need to
hurt me to assuage their...
Maybe it's
because I'm often witness to "Christians" who feel the need to hurt
others to assuage their...
Maybe that's why
I'm increasingly relentless in, as one of my former homiletics professors
prescribed for the pulpit/teaching/caring, comforting
the afflicted and afflicting
the comfortable.
Maybe that's why
I'm increasingly, uh, salty to those who must be stung to see their
self-righteous arrogance that...
Maybe that's why
I'm increasingly, uh, salving to those who've been stung by the pathetically
pathological transferences of...
Maybe that's why
I spend so much time thanking Jesus for saving me despite me; because one of
the most horrifying things about me is knowing I can be seduced into mimicking
"them" more than Him and being so much more like "them"
than Him.
Let me put it
another way.
Experiences over
the years.
I had to tell one
elder to confess, repent, and be restored or leave office because he didn't
really believe in Jesus as Lord and Savior.
I had to tell
another elder to confess, repent, and be restored or leave office because he
hated everybody for everything but Christ's sake.
I had to tell
another pastor to man up and enflesh reconciliation or lose all credibility for
posing it in the pulpit.
I had to tell
myself to...
Realities like
that make me so glad that Jesus is my/our Savior and Lord.
Realities like
that make me so glad to know He loves/saves me/us in spite of who I/we am/are
and what I/we do eternally more
than because of who I/we am/are and what I/we do.
Realities like
that make me realize part of blasphemy against His Holy Spirit is committed by
me/us when I/we fail to see "their" hypocrisies reflected in me/us;
or as someone once said to me, "The difference between you and me is I
know I'm a hypocrite."
Enough rambling.
TT is so much
less hypocritical than the hypocrites who attack him; for, at least, he bows in
honor to Him no matter who's watching.
The Packers
aren't hypocritical in losing to the Giants; for, at least, their aching hearts
wouldn't allow them to forget a grieving brother on the "team"
to "win" a game.
I thank the Lord
for what I/we can learn from TT and the Packers.
Life isn't a
game.
@#$%
Yesterday was
great!
Today has been
awful!
I just got a call
from a pastor search committee asking if I'm interested in leaving Belvidere.
I said, "You
called on a good day to ask; but, no, while interested because I'm on the
receiving end of some darts, I'm called to stay for good - or, at least, the
duration."
They called after
I prayed about wanting to quit.
TT and the
Packers were in my mind/spirit.
@#$%
Blessings and Love!
6 comments:
There are no coincidences. I would be interested to know what the congregation thought/felt/said about your book.
They know me for good, bad, and ugly.
They know, for example, I don't like to use some words personally; but I don't shy away from reporting, quoting, and even incorporating them as an author.
While I'm sure that some folks would like to see me go away or die - not joking at all here - they know what/who they see is what/who they get.
I guess there's some, uh, comfort in that.
A bird in the...
Hmm....the Giants won, but the Packers didn't lose because they didn't really play because their hearts were, to their credit more into grieving with and for one of their own, than they were into, well, just a game.
In an admittedly convoluted stretch, there are a lot of people who exit sanctuaries across the country every Sunday never having worshiped, because, to their discredit, their hearts are more into, well, pretty much anything but Him.
Looking forward, along with you, to the next chapter in the Book of Eli.
Christ IS All!
Dr. K.,
It's really tough when the world turns on Christians like TT (and you), but it's just painful and sad when Christians do it :( Love - it's how the world knows we are HIS!
So some Christians are criticizing him for his public praying? I had not heard that anyplace except in non Christian circles.
Monday's Kopp disclosure might be my very fave of your's yet! Although I thought w/Osi and Bradshaw back that the Giants have the better team, I completely hear you that if the Packers had played focused then you would question their heart. Good perspective!
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